I need my space.

I need my life back :/

I live in your dreams;

HELLOOOO!

I watched Salt yesterday! OMGOSH, awesomest shit ever mannn ;DD It needs a lot of brains to think. Quite complicating in the beginning but then it all starts to make sense in the end.

So yeah, I went to ou with Liann, HuiJune and Adeline. We ate sushi and we went shopping. I saw some nice stuff at Kitschen but I was too lazy to buy ): haha.

I had so much homework yesterday ): Had to do billions of komsas and art. But art was fun though (: I had so much fun painting with my brother. ;D

sigh, so much for doing my homework tonight ): haha. I'm like totally distracted right now. I'm talking to Kelvin and we're like making stories and stuff ;D SO FUNN!

I wish I still had you. But then again, my life would still be miserable with you in it. So would you kindly fuck off? And stop stealing my friends please. They were mine first -.-

You're one heck of a sick bastard ;)

The clocks ticking;

I loveeeeee Maths!

It's like quite easy. It's only difficult to remember the formula D: sigh. Which I always mess up. But I'm trying ;D

So anyways, I've been sleeping REALLY EARLY nowadays. I have to grow TALL. Like thats going to happen (: WHO KNOWS! maybe I might have a miracle. ;DDD School is boring tho.

Blogger is boring me ):

Sometimes I wonder whether we could ever go back to the way we were. But then again, it still kinda sucked back then. sigh. I wish I could make things better D:

You're so gay and you don't even like boys.

I'm secretly in love with you ):

I cry.

Photocopy machines are COOL! ;D

So anyways, this week has been chaos for me. I got sick twice in the same week LOL I went to Penang for the weekends.

School is so boringgg. Its like a death trap. Actually I don't know why it's like a death trap, just wanted to say that.

I suggest you leave now before things get weird :DD OH WAIT!

I shall tell you about my day in school.

So i went to school today. Then I walked through the canteen gate/door/entrance. Then I sat on the bench in the canteen. It was clean but the table wasn't. So I got bored and started looking around then I really cannot remember what happened. All I know is that Ian Wong was doing something stupid and made me laugh ;D okay then that stupid ugly shit pengawas,Kok wai something, don't know how to spell her name asked us to go to the hall. At first I didn't listen to her but everyone was going so terpaksa la. Then I saw this SUPER CUTE FORM 1. He's soooooo cute. I couldn't stop looking at him. ;DDD Then I couldn't remember what happened in the hall. Went back to class, Lecus couldn't stop talking about my hairband to me ): AND Dharmiisha said the most funniest thing ever! It was kind of a once in a life time thing. Super hilliarous I tell you. I couldn't stop laughing at him. Okay so before that was science I think. Anyway, during science, Lecus asked me to sit next to him at Chin Yew's place. EEEE, I tell you, that Chin Yew is so stubborn. He won't let me sit there at all. My place is like so boring. Cheng Jun keeps on disturbing me -.- he's seriously very annoying. Jun Wei is a million times better than cheng jun. So I couldn't change my place la. ): Yeah then went to class. changed into our PJ clothes. went to see teacher about my KHB project and stuff la. sigh. what a long day. but it was fun! ;D

sorry you have to read all that crappy writing. i'm done now..

byeee!

Just f* off biatch.

I crave for insanity

What if i played you like a toy? Always never giving you the answers you want. Well you're like that. Grow up. And don't try to deny something that you said. You can never take it back. I will never stop asking. Although it wasn't meant for me to hear it but you still said it right? And people don't seem notice that, so they treat you like hell of a great person -.-

sigh ): Shaun ripped my shirt -.- A huge hole now. Have to throw it away unfortunately. But luckily today we have PJPK so I could changed. It isn't something you'd like to look at.

Haven't been to school for a couple of days cause I was sick. I'm alil better now. Went back to school today and got hyper with Aqila. Super funny. We tried climbing trees and stuff.

I'll get over myself when you grow up and face facts betch. I know who you are -.-

shit bastard, burn in hell for all I care

I just have to cry you out;

Ever have that feeling when you hate someone and ALL your friends start getting close with that person? I do, and it really sucks. It's like the world has turned on you ): It's a million times worse than dying. Actually, I don't mind that either :/

I don't particularly like it when people say stuff like "me no likey you" or "me likey you". It irritates me. And if you say it too much, my brain malfunctions and it goes akjhdlgfiwakqdfjklvheiobfwacegf (: So I'll probably just smile and change topic before that happens.

I'm so not prepared for my piano test. I'm freaking out! I'M A DEAD DUCK! ;P gay ass. I wish I was a pro pianist ;DD Well we all wish for many great things in life.

Seek and you shall find,
Ask and you shall receive,
Knock and the door opens.

Church was quite nice today. I actually paid attention (: SEE, I'm nice and humble and cute like a rabbit cause they're small and fluffy and they don't bathe as often as my brother. In fact, they don't bathe at all. I wish I could be like them. I don't really like to shower :/ lazy (: yeah back to church. It's soooo niceee laaa. I tell you, it really helps alot. When you're in need turn to God! Well not only when you're in need laa. You have to give him thanks and everything. God is like you best friend y'know. He may be quiet at times but he's working his magic secretly behind your back trying to help you ;D and He will always be there for anyone, you just have to open up to him (:

So I was reading the bible today and somehow I never knew that there were so many interesting stories in there ;D I'm forever changed ((:

I cannot stop blowing my nose ): and I keep having nose bleed cause I blow my nose too hard :D haha.

I've been emo this past few days cause there is like NO ONE to laugh at. I wore a hairband to school and Dharmiisha and Lecus kept on looking at my forehead ): I have a big one btw. ((: means I'm smart ^^

And Jun Wei may have a sweet and innocent face but there ain't anything sweet and innocent about that dude. He's rude and doesn't care what other people think. So I've been giving him life lessons (: I know you're thinking I'm not exactly the kind of person you should take 'life lessons' from. Well first of all cause mines f*cked up and kinda my fault and other betches too.

According to 'some' people, I have become bitchier -.- yeah thanks alot. and how's your life? oh great? yeah that's cause you stole all of my friends. BETCH! i hate you -.-

I WANT A NEW PHONE!! So many choices((:

your fault, i hate you -.-

Me no likey blogger ):
TEEHEE!

FML FML FML FML

Don't complain,
you have everything ,
YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW SCREWED MY LIFE IS! -.-

sick, twisted, brilliant?

Somebody cry me a river, so I can drown myself in it :/

I like you.
But you are very selfish,
You only think, talk, worry, care about yourself,
You may be nice
but I know you're a real betch inside.

Ian is now seated at the back of the class :/ FML

I have noone now

Irene Rocks socks :P

(:


I will believe in everything I do. Somehow that's suppose to make me feel happier but didn't work. FML :/ School is so bloody idiotic la ): Things will change, i hope.

So today was the first day sitting next to Audrey. I miss my old place so dearly. If only if only... ((: Ian doesn't really talk to Yo Kie tho. Well, we're still in the process (: When I step into class, I automatically look at my old place )': It's so hard to talk to Joey now. And I can barely see Liann or HuiJune. AND Sean's head keeps blocking every time I'm talking to Joey -.-

I'm a happy person, at times. It depends.

In fact, I'm actually a bitch/witch according to someone. He says that there's no difference when it comes to me. yeah of course I got angry. Then I got sad, then angry again.

Hmm, yesterday I went to ou with Joey. Fazrini couldn't go ): She had some family emergency.
I FINALLY WATCHED ECLIPSE!
It wasn't that great. I only liked the part when the vampires and ware wolves were fighting. SO COOL! ;D

So many HOT guys in this world. but non in my BM tuition )':

OMG OMG tuition so super funny maaann :DDD We laughed so much. heeee(: i made friends. Well actually that's cause I was too SHY before Lianne and Audrey came. Now I laugh like crazy ;D Brandon and Callum are such idiots (;

I have to breathe without you but I have to. I'm taking it slowly.


BYEEE(:

you know it's never simple or easy.

Scratch my foot (:

So weird right the title? (: I always tell Ian that the bottom of my foot is itchy and I'm always unable to scratch it :D

sigh, sadly we're changing places on Monday.
Everyone is talking about it in school.
Our teacher is mean.
So yeah, now, I'm really far away from Joey and HuiJune.
We're like all the way across the classroom ):
BUT
look on the bright side (: Ian is still near me ;DDD
He's in front of Audrey and Audrey is next to me ((:
hmm, but I'll miss all the random talks and stupid jokes.

It's been so super fun sitting with Ian, Joey and HuiJune.
sigh, well we're just changing places, it's not like we're changing classes
so I don't see why I'm so sad about it
maybe cause I've been sitting with them for 7 months?
Although Ian and I fight a lot
but it's kinda fun ;)

okay, MOVING ON
So yesterday was my schools headmistress' retirement ceremony or whatever you call it
It was really touching
even though I don't like her
but it's always sad to see someone leave ):
And the performances wasn't all that great either.
I heard that the morning session did WAY better.


So now I'm kind of looking for a new phone
at first I wanted the Xperia x10 cause I like phones like that(:
but then I checked it out and it's not all that great
so any suggestions? (:

I wish I could stop but it's not that easy. I'm working on it tho ):

hmm, byeee(((: