Sunday, February 28, 2010

When you're in love, everything is beautiful

Lalalalalala :DD

So I'm done with my art,
I think i need drawing lessons,
Maybe Colouring lessons too,
Okay maybe I'll just go for Art Lessons,
I bet it'll do me real good

My art today was fun,
I really had a fun time
getting messy and paint all over my body and hair,
I was very colourful after I did my art,
But the part i hate the most is
when i need to clean the stuff up.
Actually I asked my maid to help me clean the paint and clear the water
while i put my art, take the brush and paint upstairs while she do all the "harder" work
:DDD
Then my dad saw my maid cleaning it
and he scolded me D:
So lesson learned today,
Never ask anyone to clean up your shit for you when your parents are home D:

So yeah now I'm done with my homework. Like all of my homework is done. :DDD I just finished doing ALOT of piano theory. Damn tired right now. I'm kinda happy though (: My homework is all done. I'll sleep like a baby! Oh shit just remembered I haven't taken my medications yet D: They're so hard to swallow cause I've got this huge ulcer in my mouth. D: tomorrow i have tuition and lots of homework to come D:

Exams are like really near. Every time someone says the word exam I get thrills sent down my back. I'm so not ready for exams and after the exams I have a theory test and I haven't studied for both D: I guess last minute studying works for me. Who doesn't study last minute? I mean it's always play first, study later right :P

Now I'm watching a show on Disney Channel. It has something to do with this girl and her dad got kidnapped. Idk (: I'm bored la nowwwww...... and I'm very cold too :D

I'm signing off from here,
Byeee(:

Friday, February 26, 2010

Give me reason

Have you ever had a pimple the size of a cherry? I haven't. I think it's almost impossible to have a pimple that big :O

Yeah so it's my second time blogging today D: Now this says LIFELESS. I bet if i killed myself today, it would be at the top of The Most Interesting Thing That Happened Today list.

Well it's raining now,
I guess God's not on my side today D:
Wanna know something?
I'M BORED!
Still bored from morning till now,
I hope that it changes tomorrow :DDD

well that's all now
bye(:

If Only He Knew

I'm officially bored and I'm left with blogger to entertain me :D


So i woke up this morning and had a massive headache then i skipped tuition :DDD Woohoo! Then later i ate breakfast then i ate my medicine ): Yeah so enough of the boring shit, here is the interesting part...wait there was nothing interesting about today D:

As I paced back and forth all this time, i kept on thinking about you. But i guess it's a little too late huh. And now i realise that everything doesn't go as planned. Cause this ain't a fairytale and happy endings just don't exist.

Sorry for the boring posts. I don't really have anything to blog about cause my life's boring shit at the moment.

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Irritated.

Bloop! I'm a fish :P
haha no. Fishes are gay.... :D
Yes they are so gay.
When they swim they move from left to right -.- I mean what's up with that man. And did you know their eyes are really weird. Their eyes are on the side of their heads. Just imagine your eyes at your ears. Weird huh?

So anyway, I'm sick :/ It's so bloody irritating, i feel like cutting my nose off ): Yeah so today wasn't that bad. I was happy for a while then sad then happy then irritated then angry then happy again. Confusing right? I still can't breathe though.

I'M SO BORED ): OMG! I'M SO BORED! :D
Okay I'll go now.....i bet you're happy that i ended the post huh?
BYE :P

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

#100

OHEMGEE!
It's my 100th post!!!!

WOOHOO!!! :DDD

okay, so my day in school;

School ended really quickly. Like seriously FAST! Well yeah, we did segak for PJ today. And really very tiring. Then after that i had tuition and it was cold and boring. I don't know why i get bored so easily these days -.-

Facebook is like so SLOW. and i don't like it ):



Sometimes I wish that dreams could come true,
Sometimes I wish that you would notice me,
Sometimes I wish that i was as smart as Ian, (DON'T TELL IAN! :D)
Sometimes I wish i could be happier :D

Saturday, February 20, 2010

You're as sweet as chocolate (;

Just came back from Jennifer's cny party :D
It was fun when we could play the fireworks i guess?
Then we decided to go to the park and play it.
So Hui Wei and i went for a walk and did some Girls Chit Chat (;
then after that we were like scared of a frog

So now after I've had my oh-so-refreshing bathe,
i decided to eat my valentines candy/chocolate that Joey gave me today (:
I feel so tired all of a sudden
I keep thinking about complicated stuff when i should be focusing on my studies,
It's like really pulling me down
Can't believe that exams are like to freaking near ):
Well let's just hope for the best :D

I miss you so much,
I want to see you,
I just wanna talk to you so badly,
I really want you to know how much i care (:
I think i really like you (:

Friday, February 19, 2010

You Will Never Know Dumb Ass

So much stress but so much free time to blog.
Free time to do homework too ^^

Homework homework, why must you torture me like this? You know i got plenty of pimples still wanna add on ah?

Yeah so I'm pretty excited for tomorrow cause of Jen's party and I'm gonna wear a dress, not too happy bout that but if its a must then who cares right? I mean Mei Ping is gonna wear a dress too so i guess its not too bad :D
Yeah so lets talk bout cny kay? SO BLOODY BORING MAN! For some reason this year's cny is not all that exciting. I mean it's really different this year. I just wish that things would be the way that it should be. Life's mean.

I'm listening to this song i can't remember what it's called but i use to hear it all the time in the car when i was younger and I'd love to sing along. Makes me think that I'm growing so fast. Too fast. I want that little bit of childhood back you know. Like where you don't have to worry bout homework, boys, your complexion, having fun and destroying stuff then getting away with it. Being a kid was fun. But my time is up for all those childish games . I'd just wish that i knew how to appreciate it more last time. ):

well, I'm signing off now
bye!

Thursday, February 18, 2010

You Said That Everything Would Be Okay, Well Is It?

Everything is going nuts right now...
I'm confused, sad, angry and sometimes emotionless ):

Well but i do know how i feel about one thing :D that today i had and awesome and terrific time with Joey and Jennifer! They are really nice to shop with :DD. So today i bought a dress from nichii. It's really nice according to my mum and Jennifer :D Jennifer and i walked from the Curve all the way to ou to meet up with joey. WE WALKED! It was so hot and far . Now my legs are hurting so badly. But its okay cause it was so worth it. There's pictures! but i don't think i wanna upload now. Very tired la :D you can get the pictures from Jennifer's blog (:

Friday, February 12, 2010

lalalalILoveYoulalalall

Today was awesome...same goes to yesterday an the day before!

Well, nothing much happened in school today but its the little bits of laughter that made my day(: sigh. Holidays also have homework): I'm kind of worried for my exams though. My math especially. It's like really frustrating not knowing how to do it.

I feel kinda bad that i didn't give anyone a valentine's day gift but they did ):

Anyway (: Chinese New Year is coming . That means money and new clothes!!! I can finally wear my new clothes now. I've been keeping them for like a looong time , well not really i just bought them a few weeks ago :D I'm so excited its like only two more days.

Gotta go now! BYE!!!

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Bananas love people

Blah Blah Blah

School was awful today. It was just terrible and dreadful. So bloody emotional. BLOODY is the word! I wish i could make things easier and better for me so things don't have to be so confusing. I can barely stay awake to finish my karangan and art. My eyes are struggling!!! I wanna sleep so badly...So tired ):I don't feel like going to school and facing people. I'm confused and emotional; meaning - crazy . I hate being such a PMS bitch. It's just so annoying to me and other people. Why do people have to go through this because of me? I'm done with my karangan now and I'm off to do my art. Boring piece of work and i can't use colour pencil but crayon or water colour :O I hope it doesn't turn out like shit.


I'M DONE!!!! Praise The Lord!
My art is finally done. I've never felt this happy before. Okay maybe i have but I'm satisfied and happy :D

I feel like there's something that I'm missing.

Inside me there's this hate that's boiling up and who knows what I'll do. I'm so sick and tired of people using me and only coming to me whenever they feel like it. What am I? Some kind of toy for you? I am a person and how dare you treat me like that. I may not be the nicest person you've met but at least i know the meaning of friendship.

Tomorrow I'm gonna go to school with a smile on my face. No matter what happens I'm gonna smile like a mad person. I'm not gonna let ANYONE destroy my day tomorrow.
Well, i guess we'll just see what happens tomorrow.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Pink Purple Blue Red Green Yellow Orange

Wheeee!!!!

I'm so happy. Just came back from shopping with Jennifer and Joey! Had an awesome time. We tried on dresses and we camwhore :D I kinda like this one dress I tried on. Kinda regret not buying it now ): but its okay...I'm planning on going sopping again and this time so gonna buy :D I also bought a present for Mei Ping! Joey and I both wore Jennifer's shoe's and they were so uncomfortable. I've got two blisters now, and its a bubble with water in it...ew! Disgusting right. Yeah so anyway I'm gonna like pretend I didn't see the table or something and knock my foot on to it. Hopefully it'll pop (: So anyway I bought nail polish. Spent three hours shopping but only bought NAIL POLISH! but it is like so worth it. Dark blue! My fav. :D

I WANNA GO SHOPPING WITH JENNIFER AND JOEY AGAIN!!!

My legs are aching so badly right now. I feel happy and satisfied and happy!

One more thing before i end the post,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEI PING :D



Saturday, February 6, 2010

This ain't a dream but even better(:

I hate emoticons. They're freaking fugly! I hate Pn. Lee. She's freaking fugly too.

School wasn't fun at all today. It was pure bull crap and disappointment ): BUT the day wasn't ruined that easily :D I painted my nails. Then i was happy. For a while only ): Then my dad scolded me , wasn't happy at all. Then my mom made me feel much better. Then i scolded my brother , wasn't happy. And now I'm confused.

Anyway, I'm really excited for tomorrow. Alot of things to do tomorrow. CAN'T WAIT ANY LONGER! Tomorrow I'm gonna go shopping with Jennifer and Joey! Yay! Isn't that fab or what? haha.... Crazy or not , I'm planning to do my homework tomorrow after shopping ):

I've got nothing else to write about so Bye ! till when ever i feel like blogging again. (:

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

A dream like never before - you

I love it when i look at you
I love it when you look at me
I love it when you smile
I love it when you laugh
I love it when you talk to me
I love it when i see your name
I love it that you are always there when i look in your direction
I love you for you




p.s I CUT MY HAIR SHORT! :DD Its super cute and awesome!
p.p.s today is ian's birthday and i gave him a ninja doll.....hes kinda crazy when it comes to ninja's -.- :D