What if I played you like a toy?

I never knew that I could go on 3 weeks without facebook. It has been killing me for this day. The day of freedom and never ending Internet ;DDD

BUT

I can't really feel happy in my situation now. Things are happening too quickly. Besides, I really don't wanna know my marks at all. I know I did really badly this term and its so disappointing because I studied my butt off this time. sigh. I can only hope for the best!! (:

Steven Strait!!
He is truly the sexiest man on Earth, not kidding.

Y'know, today when I was coming back from school, my dad fetched me home and he was talking on the phone to one of his managers complaining about the workers and he this;-

Dad- Kerbau pun boleh kerja macam mereka. Lebih baik saya ambil kerbau untuk buat kerja ni kan? A cow also can do it better than them la.

Then i said to my brother,

Me- eh, isn't a cow, lembu?

Shaun- yeah it is.

Me- Kerbau is a bull la -.- not a cow.

Shaun- No its not. It's a buffalo

Me- ohh. (dumb blonde moment )

so yeah...I'm officially dumb. Even my 11 year old brother is smarter than me -.- I'm am truly embarrassed. NOT REALLY.

Anyway, then my brother told me a lame joke. And he is starting to bullshit around me. WTH!

I'm actually very pissed right now but I'm trying to control my feelings. And the worse part is that I can't do anything about it. Why do you like to this to me. I'm always so worried of what's gonna happen next, what else do you want from me? Haven't you had enough ? Cause I have. I'm always confused, you leave me hanging all the time. Is it nice to always avoid? Well reality check, YOU CAN'T ALWAYS GET AWAY WITH IT!


I don't really know what to say anymore.