I wish;

My links are back! SEE! It was there a long time ago :P

So anyway, tomorrow is report card day and my dad is going to take my report card. Cik Norliza is kind of a douche, she doesn't allow us to take back our report cards ourselves. Instead we have to bother our parents when they're busy. Okay I don't see how I'm making sense here. So I'll stop.

So I'm like in the middle of doing my Sejarah project but then I'm too lazy to continue. I've done most of it, I just need to print :/ I'm afraid that I've missed out something ): sigh, I'll check it out tomorrow, too lazy to do it now.

It's hard to forget, it's painful when I remember. It still hurts me to think of what we were last time. We were friends and always having fun and being random with each other. Now we take a glance of hate and regret. This is what we've become, we took this on each other. I guess it was fate and we weren't even meant to be friends :/ Well now I'm wishing that you never existed. I think I would have been happier without you. Nothing makes sense to me now. I hope you're happy. You just ruined every single feeling in my body. Do you not notice all this pain you put me through? Not a single bit?



bye.
Now, when I look at you, hate fills my mind.

I wanna know when all the leaves begin to fall;

My arms hurt, same goes to my legs and stomach ):

Well anyways, school starts again O:
Why do I have that feeling that the weekends past so quickly.

I haven't done any of my homework and corrections.
I'm super lazy la.
I had a bad dream last night.
Something to do with taking a cab home from Thailand -.-
I gotta stop watching horror movies :/


ciao (:

Tomorrow is a mystery to me;

It's times like this when I tell myself everything will be fine, knowing that it wont.

I won't pretend anymore
I'm sick and tired of waiting for something
that will NEVER happen,
You'll never own up to it,
I didn't expect much,
I just thought maybe there would be a chance you would.


But stupid,stupid me.
Well lesson already learned,
Never fall in love unconditionally.

FML

Go and don't come back, please.

I'm falling out of love;

HELLO FELLOW EARTHLINGS! ;D ( if there are any left?)

So basically school started a few days ago. I feel like I didn't spend my holidays well ): OH WELL! hmm, a lot of bad results came back. Especially my Sejarah. The worst ever! From 90 to 65 ?! yeah well I'm over it now, I cried out all the pain(:

I can't really blame anyone for it
BUT me ):
sigh
I guess I'll just have to try harder next term! WHEE~
Life is all about craziness and some other crap. School is really fun, always full of laughter and shit, literally shit. I can't really complain about it though. Except for some minor problems but it ain't gonna bring me down ;DD
I may look really sad in school sometimes but actually I'm thinking of what I'm gonna have for dinner ((: Not really just sometimes.
I finished my art folio already. I never did my folio last year so I didn't really put much effort in this years one. I also watched loads of movies. My favourite one of all is Dear John. Its so sad and dramatic. Its a romantic drama. I cried so many times. I don't normally cry in movies. The only other movie I cried in is Titanic. Even though I've watched it a billion times, I still cry when the guy dies ):

Yeah so, Channing Tatum is so HOT! He is like Steven Strait no.2!!!

My previous post was a bit harsh, that's what people say. BUT I don't see what so mean to talk about them like that when they do it to us all the time. So any Europeans out there that hates Asians, well we hate you too, thank you very much(:

But seriously my life is so screwed. I wish I lived in Wonderland you know, where you can have tea all day long. Play till the sun goes down and rises up again. (: Have fun and be a kid again(although I don't really think that I'm THAT old) What I meant by 'kid' is to be free. Have all the freedom in the world and you wouldn't even have to care of what goes on. The worst that could happen is pooping in your pants in PUBLIC or maybe your classmates stealing your food ): who knows. But I'd be one sad kid if my classmates ate all my food LOL not really ;D

I like babies!(:

TEEHEE`

Tweedledee & Tweedledum

I just watched Lovely Bones. It was so sad and kinda boring. I mean it was pretty much how it was you know with the whole she's dead and her ghost is still stuck on Earth and all. Not to say it was cliche or anything but I mean there should be a better ending and it's kind of complicating. But in short. IT WAS REALLY TOUCHING. I wanted to cry but my brother was watching it with me. :/

So anyways, I just got back from Thailand yesterday or should I say two days ago since it's already 12.34 now. So yeah, I went to this island called Koh Samui. It was really nice and HOT. I mean I could not stand the heat. It was like being in an oven. The sea wasn't too clear though. It was all full of fish shit and yeah, you get the picture. It was really gross but not too bad. Maybe cause I've been to better places than this but the thing that ruined my holiday was the fucking EUROPEANS.

They seriously got problems man. They're all(mostly)damn fucked up man. Especially old hags. And they like to stare. Has anyone told them that it's rude to stare? -.-' Fucked up bitches.

So my family and I were in a restaurant for dinner then this European couple came in and sat at the next table beside us then she started whispering(talking normally but she was putting her hands together, I think she was abit drunk) to her husband in front of her then she started laughing like crazy and she was looking at us.

SERIOUSLY, like does she have problems with Asians? -.- WTF is her problem man, I mean come on Europeans are a bunch of useless idiots put on Earth to be hated by people. So when i was leaving the place, I passed her and I was mouthing bitch to her(: I think she got the message pretty clearly. Reasons why Asians are better than them;-

1) We shower! unlike them , they can go a week without touching the tap.
2)We don't have pubes growing on our ass cheeks -.- On the beach you see many old European ladies in bikini's and they don't shave. How ewww is that?
3) We're not that thick skin. I've seen old fat women in bikinis, IT'S NOT NICE at all!
4) We're not fuckheads like them.

hmm, that's all I can think of now. I actually got more reasons but I can't really remember.
oh well(:

but I gotta give them credit for their uber hot bodies. There were tons of well toned guys with their wash-board abs. So dreamy(:

Well overall, most of them are really screwed up bitches. And their existence here is no use what-so-ever. I mean they've been put here for only two reasons, their awesomely hot bodies and they're meant to be hated by people. And everyone has an idiot like them in their lives. Even me.

The idiots in my life are the fucking Europeans and some other shitty plastic bitches. Oh well that's life.

So moving on,
today I saw Vivian at the Curve and she was on the phone and I heard her say
" OMG I just saw Rachel Ng in Curve" then she shouted "HI RACHEL" and I waved back. Isn't she just so cute ;D

Well I'm kinda tired now. Got loads of homework to complete tomorrow :/
Ciao(:

When my world is falling apart;

I'M SUPER HAPPY CAUSE I'M FREE FROM YOU (:

You know actually I wanted to blog tomorrow but I got bored and I can't remember the things I wanna blog about ): This always happens to me.

OH AND I JUST FOUND OUT THAT MY PIANO TEST IS NEXT MONTH, AND , AND I FREAKED OUT FOR NO REASON!

Well, actually I have loads to blog about, can't seem to remember what though so what's the point actually. This sucks alot.

Oh yeah, now I remember. Just now when I was taking the laptop to my room from my parents room, my brother said to me this;-

Shaun- Hey look, mummy left me a message on her mirror. ( we use sticky pads as reminders, don't you? )

The message wrote " Ask shaun to take his phone" and some other crap. Then I was like , " that's cute of her (: " He said " Actually I wrote them to myself"

My face expression was -.- actually no. I don't know how to that to my face really. BUT I then said " HA! STUPID! "

It's not as funny as my dumb blonde moment though. But these are the few chats that my brother and I have. Sad right? Oh and before this I even told him he was my favourite brother. He is my only brother and still not favourite. JOKE OF THE YEAR. I am super lame I tell you.

(:

BABEH!

I'm sick ):
and I feel dreadful now.

I remember a few days ago I was doing my art, the muka taip. Then I was searching for logo's that I could use. So then Lianne told me I should search for all the different types of Google designs. And it was so AWESOME! They have so many that I could not keep my eyes off of them ((:

I'm like super happy now la ): I'm so happy that I'm sad, makes no sense right?

I'll smile the whole day through ;D

I shall go paint my nails (: WHEE~

What if I played you like a toy?

I never knew that I could go on 3 weeks without facebook. It has been killing me for this day. The day of freedom and never ending Internet ;DDD

BUT

I can't really feel happy in my situation now. Things are happening too quickly. Besides, I really don't wanna know my marks at all. I know I did really badly this term and its so disappointing because I studied my butt off this time. sigh. I can only hope for the best!! (:

Steven Strait!!
He is truly the sexiest man on Earth, not kidding.

Y'know, today when I was coming back from school, my dad fetched me home and he was talking on the phone to one of his managers complaining about the workers and he this;-

Dad- Kerbau pun boleh kerja macam mereka. Lebih baik saya ambil kerbau untuk buat kerja ni kan? A cow also can do it better than them la.

Then i said to my brother,

Me- eh, isn't a cow, lembu?

Shaun- yeah it is.

Me- Kerbau is a bull la -.- not a cow.

Shaun- No its not. It's a buffalo

Me- ohh. (dumb blonde moment )

so yeah...I'm officially dumb. Even my 11 year old brother is smarter than me -.- I'm am truly embarrassed. NOT REALLY.

Anyway, then my brother told me a lame joke. And he is starting to bullshit around me. WTH!

I'm actually very pissed right now but I'm trying to control my feelings. And the worse part is that I can't do anything about it. Why do you like to this to me. I'm always so worried of what's gonna happen next, what else do you want from me? Haven't you had enough ? Cause I have. I'm always confused, you leave me hanging all the time. Is it nice to always avoid? Well reality check, YOU CAN'T ALWAYS GET AWAY WITH IT!


I don't really know what to say anymore.