Thursday, December 31, 2009

bold as love.

Is it true when people say love is blind?
I beg to differ.
We are not blinded by love



You have to walk carefully in the beginning of love,
The running across fields into your lover's arms can only come later
when you're sure they won't laugh if you trip
-Jonathan Carroll
Smart guy.....
People say that love is blind
because they don't want to blame themselves
Well, if you ask me
They're just a bunch of idiots
who rush into relationships too quickly
Love is only a dirty trick played on us to achieve continuation of the species
-W. Somerset Maugham
I couldn't agree more.
But you see with Steven Strait,
its a whole different thing,
By different , i mean
......err, i have no explanation but its just different
One more quote
Hot guys are hot
-NurFariny Idayu
A brilliant women
Inspired by Me!
Today
when i woke up
the first thought that came to my head was
' I need to pee '
Then finished all that and went back to sleep
I had a dream
Of this women who cannot die
no matter how much i kill her
she just won't stop breathing
It was freaking scary
First i knocked her head
until everything inside came out
there was no blood
just green slime
' bluekk '
She still couldn't die.
and I'm like omg this is one tough bitch
Then i took a marker pen and poked it through her throat
She was still breathing
Then i decided to put a blanket over her head and started punching her
She was still breathing
Its just so weird
After i think about again and again
It kinda sounds funny
I mean and old ugly women that can't die
and she got poked in her throat with a MARKER PEN
So anyway that doesn't relate to my love is blind crap on top. I didn't plan to blog about that. Actually i never planned to blog. Never. Every time when i experience something and I'm like ' Oh! this is so going into my blog ' then it never gets posted. So yeah, all of my post are kinda random.
I'm as bold as love.
And Steven Strait is the God of Hotness <33333
Forget love- I'd rather fall in chocolate....with STEVEN STRAIT!!!!

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

I'm never gonna have enough.

I'm here sitting alone in the room blogging....How pathetic -.-' sigh- 2010 is just around the corner. What corner? Its one day away! I'm so not ready for a new year to begin. I want everything to rewind and stop!


Well, i guess life's not like that....I'm so sad and lonely and according to Fazriny, i gila for hot guys. And today i was talking to her and i said ' Hot Guys are so hot ' i was feeling alil out of myself :D


Oh gosh, i totally forgot to wrap my books...ahahah ): I'm too lazy la. Too lazy to even go to school ): I feel like crying now but i won't show you. I'm kinda bored! I'm so sleepy.


I like watching SpongeBobSquarePants cause he's so cute and funny! And i like to dream about another life. A life that i know i will never have. Well, everyone has dreams.


I just need to know,
Are you doing okay?

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Mummy said:

My mummy said that today she is sick. And i have planned to go to my cousin's house today. Then my mummy asked me this morning:-


Mummy: Girl, today you want to go to Christina house is it?

Me: Yes (:

Mummy: Today mummy is not going to work cause I'm sick. Stay at home with me and watch movie with me la okay?

Me: Ohh, watch movie the whole day?

Mummy:Yes, can or not?

Me: Okay la mummy.

Mummy: (:


Then later in the afternoon.

Mummy: Rachel, later wanna watch 'Confessions of a Shopaholic'?

Me: Very boring la that show. Never mind la, i watch with you la.

Mummy: Okay!

After lunch....

Shaun: Mummy, later you watching 'Confessions of a Shopaholic' ??

Mummy: No la, I don't think i wanna watch. I'm very tired now. I have a headache. Let me rest okay.

Me: So you don't wanna watch today? ):

Mummy: No la. I'm very tired now.

Me: Oh okay ):

Then i went upstairs to play computer. Chat with my cousin. and arranged to go to her house since I've got nothing to do. So i asked my daddy whether i can go and whether he can fetch me.

Me: Daddy, can i go to Christina's house ?

Daddy: Okay, who is fetching you there?

Me: Erm....Can you fetch me?

Daddy: Okay. Later first, i rest a little bit now.

Me: Err, what time is later?

Got interrupted....

Mummy: That means you not going for Japanese dinner tonight?!

Me: Yes I'm not.

Mummy: Why don't you just stay here and go out for dinner with us.

And now I'm upset because my mom promised me a day to spend time with her. And she is downstairs sleeping on the couch. While I'm doing nothing. And i have planned to go to my cousin's house earlier but then because of her, i canceled it. So I'm bored now and i want to go to my cousin's house to play with her and my mom thinks that it is better i sit at home doing nothing and go out dinner with her tonight -.-'

Monday, December 28, 2009

OHEMGEE!!

28/12/09

It has been one month since my 13th birthday...I'm so lame :D

Today was fun,
Had a really funny dream last night,
I think I'm watching too many horror movies,
Now I'm watching Upin & Ipin,
Really cute cartoon....

Big day tomorrow. I'm gonna find out which class I'll be going to next year. The thought of next year just creeps me out. I don't know what's gonna happen, not at all. I don't think i wanna know what's going to happen. I'm so scared right now. I wish i could see the future. Maybe not...... :D

I was watching a movie just now. It's called 'Hollywood Homicide'. It's really funny. Starring Harrison Ford and Josh Hartnett..... and i found another hot actor i can add to my list ..... Josh Hartnett, so HOT! :DDDD But Steven Strait will always be #1 (:

Ohh and i cut my hair and now my fringe looks like bangs....haha ( i don't look good in bangs )


I starting to dislike the holidays a lil, too many candy :D I'm kinda sad its ending too ):


I'm out now.... Ciao ;D


I wish i'd never see your face again

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Boy + Girl = Bluekk

Helloooo(:
Gosh that's annoying...
Its been a long time since I've updated my blog,
Not exactly very long just a few
I've been wanting t update but i got lazy and it was a pretty busy week
so you get the idea.

Now I'll tell what i did the whole week starting from Monday 21/12/09 till today 27/12/09:


Monday 21/12/09 :

I went over to my fourth aunt's house to bake cookies for some carolers that were coming over. I had a blast...and made a pretty big mess of the kitchen then i forgot to clean up :D so it was mixing and pouring and measuring and lots of stuff la. The cookies turned out awesome but after baked one batch i would nibble on some and i made like 8 batches of cookies that means like who knows how many cookies that is. Well i just had eat the ones which turned out ugly , which were ALOT. Yeah so then after i was done baking all the cookies there were some left so i made a HUGE cookie to share with my cousin's and brother....but we couldn't finish it or enjoy it too much because of all the other cookies that we ate :D So then i showered, finally clean...so then the carolers came and that was about it. So that was how i spent my Monday..Pretty exhausting but fun (:

Tuesday 22/12/09 :

I had plans to play badminton but then my cousin was too lazy to wake up so it was off but the day didn't go to waste. I watched Supernatural with my cousin almost the whole day. It was awesome! Well that was all i did for Tuesday...nothing much but it was still one heck of a day.

Wednesday 23/12/09 :

sigh- i thought to myself. A day before Christmas Eve! So nothing much happened on Wednesday, I had piano class as usual then that's about it... :D

Thursday 24/12/09 :

Christmas Eve it is... So i went out for branch with my parents and then went shopping and bought a present for the under privileged children. Its a pity that they can't even afford essential stuff like school things you know. So this year i gave up my Christmas present and gave it away to the under privileged kids... I bought a 12 year old boy a school bag for Christmas. So this year i didn't get anything from my parents but i gave someone who needs something more than i do. I have everything i want what more can i ask for...Okay maybe i would really like to a new laptop, this one is getting kinda faulty :D So then i went to my aunt's house again to help her prep for her Christmas Eve party. I helped her cook lamb, pork, ham and we got TURKEY!!! Yea so it was a pretty busy day . Ohh ya and i had to go for a Christmas mass . So i took a LONG shower cause i smelled like vegetables. Then i got ready for church , changed and everything and i still couldn't get rid of the smell of vegetables on my hand till later on... After mass we came back to have dinner and celebrated Christmas Eve that's all(:

Friday 25/12/09 :

The day I've longed for since the starting of the year 2009. So i woke up , didn't bathe just washed my face , so disgusting right? Well that's me so too bad. I hate to shower in the morning, makes me cranky :D So then i changed and just waited for guests to come. They came i got bored for very long, then my cousin came at 6 , we cycled to my 2nd aunt's house it was like 3.5km there and back. It was damn tiring. we came back around 7 something then around 8 my dad's friends went back home. My dad got really drunk, he wanted to walk his friend out of the house to his car he couldn't even find his shoe, he was just spinning and spinning looking for it haha. Then he went back into the house. Fell asleep on the floor. Then he slept the whole night through while everyone else was busy having fun in the pool, me included (: We didn't open presents on that day. We normally open them on Boxing day. So then i slept over at my cousin's house cause we were celebrating Boxing day at her place .

Saturday 26/12/09 :

I slept at 3 something then i woke up at 2 something in the afternoon. Had lunch at 4 in Aman Suria. It was raining heavily. Its nice to run in the rain :D came back at 5 something 6 then i watched some more Supernatural with my cousin until 8 . Haven't showered since i woke up (: so i had bathe :( haha...then had dinner around 10.00 pm we opened presents. I got a charm bracelet from my Godma with my name on it, really pretty, i love it so much (: my cousin's got the same too with their names on it. I got a T-shirt from my 1st uncle really cute, it has a big smiley on it. I got a wallet with a monkey on it , Paul Frank wallet from my 6th uncle, he always think of silly presents to give us.... then my 4th aunt gave me something to hang earrings, really cute (: Then my 5th uncle that is living in New York now send all of us some presents to share among each other. It was candy! Loads of candy. Huge bubble gum and chocolates and sweets.That's all of it. So moving on to Sundayy...

Sunday 27/12/09 :

Today woke up went to church like the other normal Sunday's. I cut my hair today. I layered it a lil, trimmed the ends, cut my fringe shorter, and made my hair thinner. Now my hair is like half as thick as it used to be, last time my hair was really thick , today my hair is half of it, it's really nice. Although there's not much difference but it makes a difference to me. So moving on. and now I'm here blogging about my week.


So how's your day darlings, not you, them :D


I don't love you no more ;)

Friday, December 18, 2009

Say it again for me (:

I'm confused and i don't like it








So i made up my mind


I'm not gonna love you anymore

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Its not a fairytale, you'll never get your happy ending

Hellooo! :P

Once upon a time,

So today i played badminton at Taman Megah. I had to wake up so early like 8 in the morning to play badminton with my cousin's. We played from 10 to 12.15 and one of my cousin really sucks at badminton....Then i broke my arm and I'm wearing a very heavy cast right now.......Haha, that sounds funny but NO , its not , its my broken arm you're laughing at! So anyway, i had a fun time and I'm going bowling tomorrow...WHEE!!!

p.s i didn't really break my arm....HAHA jokes on YOU!

The End....

You jump, i say 'huh?'
you fall, i say 'haha!'

so that's all for now...
Ta Ta!

Monday, December 14, 2009

I go Gaga for coffee!!!

I need coffee...I'm so addicted to coffee :DD


This will be a quick post.


Just thought of udpating it.
I know what my french name is,
I knew it a long time ago but,
I just thought of it now when i'm posting,
So yea...here it goes :)
Bonjour! Je m'appelle Raquel.(french for Rachel)
ehehehehe...
You see, i also know french la :9


So that's all for now (:


Bye!


Saturday, December 12, 2009

I might be crazy, but i don't mind

I'm addicted to this song;-------I'd Lie by Taylor Swift. So i looked up for I'd Lie in YouTube and i found an acoustic live version sung by Taylor Swift, then i was reading some comments. They're kinda funny. Ohh and before i show it to you I'll show you the real one first;



And i could tell you...

His favourite colours green

He loves to argue

Born on the 17

His sister's beautiful

He has his father's eyes

and if you asked me if i loved him

I'd Lie.



so the spoof goes like this;



And I could tell you

His favourite colours blue

He loves to mess around

And my God I love you

My best friends beautiful

And that's who he likes

And If you asked me if I loved him

I'd lie :\



And I could tell you...

His favorite color's green

He LOVES to argue

Born on the ?? (oops!)

His sister's GORGEOUS!

He has his mother's eyes...

And if you asked me if I loved him,

I'd SO lie!



So what if they're kinda lame....I think its funny, so if you have problem with then that's too bad...Live with it sucker! Haha sorry for that I'm a lil crazy sometimes...sigh, holidays are getting to me...Its getting so boring now, but its enjoyable enough. Although it could be a wee-bit better (:



Ohh since I've got nothing to do, i thought i might want to list out the Top 10 most hottest guys i wanna marry! Haha I'm joking, but I'll still list them.... :DD



10. Shia Labeouf
9. Penn Badgley
8. Tom Cruise
7. Jesse McCartney
6. Enrique Iglesias
5. Paul Wesley
4. Chase Crawford
3. Justin Bieber :DD
2. Taylor Lautner :DDD


Last but not least....


1. Steven Strait :DDDDDDD

Haha, i may be lame but at least i know what i want ;D

so that's it for now
BYE!

Friday, December 11, 2009

I hate you but i love you

Why do you spend all your time

Watching life pass you by;

Hanging on to your pride

All that you can anticipate

Hoping all your mistakes will somehow fade away


Stacie Orrico

She's an awesome song writer and singer;


MY FISH ARE WEIRD!

There, i said it.

Its just so weird,

In a religious way i guess,

They like to gather round,

Into a semi-circle

then just stay there,

LIKE THEY'RE PRAYING!

Yea...so...Anyway,

Ever thought of having a cow as a household pet?

They'd be a great pet, better than a dog! Well, you see, cows can shoo away robbers. It'll just go 'moo' and scare the robber away. And do you know that cows are HUGE! So cows a good way to protect yourself from any harm and danger for example your parents, after seeing your report card. The cow weighs a ton and is impossible for a man to move it. They are very stubborn....Ohh and the best part is, no one else has a cow, only THE CHOSEN ONE will get a cow!

I've been thinking about this for awhile and i saw my cousin's blog so i thought I'd do the same: I'm gonna list out my Top 10 friends!

so,

1. ME

You are ridiculously hilarious! You crack every single bone in my body and you make me laugh till i cry! I Love You!

2. ME

You have awesome hair...

3. ME

We have so many memories together, we even knew each other when we were still in diapers(:

4. ME

You're really smart, you're like a genius:D

5. ME

We've just been close ever since we've met. You have helped me with exams and life. Thank you (:

6. ME

You'll always talk to me when I'm bored, you brought life into my life. You're my inspiration. :DD

7. ME

You were always there for me in my hard times. Although we fight a lot but we have grown more into each other.

8. ME

You have taught me how to stand up for myself , you made me a different person.

9. ME

I have this habit of telling lies almost to everyone. People just won't know whether I'm telling the truth or not but you always knew when i whether i was or not :D

10. ME

You're my bestest friend. You understood me even when i didn't. You're just too awesome ;D

So that's it for tonight,

Ciao!



Monday, December 7, 2009

I'm not going to miss you at all!

Hey there, I've been thinking......about everything, all the change in my life. It helped me think a little today ( i was so bored today, just thinking about makes me wanna cry! ) ever since I've been to secondary school I've noticed that things are very different except for the amount of homework the teachers give us. But there haven't been any extreme essay writing....Maybe its because trying to write an essay is like trying to count the number of stars in the sky-impossible. Because of countless ways one can write an essay correctly, i will instead, tell you the few ways one can definitely rite an essay wrongly.

When it comes to essay writing, Google is not your best friend. I'm serious, it is totally useless. Searching "how to write an essay" will lead you to "Howtowriteanessay.com". Which in turn, will help you as much in writing as a potato. Also, do not search "examples of essays on howtowriteanessay", this will most probably lead you back to the same page you searched earlier and even if you did find a good article, and peculiar increase in the average score of your essays will inevitably attract the attention of your teachers.

In the midst of writing your essay, you should also try to abstain yourself from using lexically bombastic words. These abstruse units of language will certain leave the readers of your interpretive literary composition with a cephalalgia. It will also tell them that you have been using websites like "dictionary.com" to write essays.

Typing errors effect the essay the least, though you should try avoiding this. But even if ther are mistakes every few lines, the essay is still most likely to be understood. Fasht typnig wills evenntualy leed to misdakes heere and there. The deetail of the essai is the most impotant faktor. Witfout stronge detaill, nobodi would unedrstadn waht you are typnig.

Simplified computer language has dominated online messaging and is starting to invade the territory of formal-English essays. To make sure your essay can deliver a clear correct message, u shudnt simplify words jst for ur own convenience. U shud make sure dat u dnt commits 2pid misakes while typing, folo the correct way, n nt the ez way.

So that's about all I've got to writing a perfectly wrong essay.
Stupid holidays have been giving me PIMPLES!!!
They're so painful and they're as red as tomatoes!!!
Well that's about it so BYE!!!

Saturday, December 5, 2009

Tagged by Joey and Bridget!

Tag 10 people:
1- Ru Jie
2-Bridget
3- Joey
4-Mei Ping
5- Samantha Chong
6- Fazriny
7- Irene
8- Jennifer Ong
9- Liann
10- Aiman

1. What if 9 [Liann] confesses that he/she likes you? - I knew it! :D

2. Will you go out for a couple date with 3 [Joey] if he/she asks to? - YES!!!!

3. Is 7 [Irene] single? - Nope, we're married! ;D

4. Describe 1 [Ru Jie]. - Super smart and really pretty. :DD

5. Will you date 8 [Jennifer] ? -No, she's straight :(

6. What is 2's [Bridget] nickname? - Bridgiiie (:

7. What do you wish to tell 10 [Aiman] right now ? - Hi! (:

8. What is 5 [Samantha Chong] good in? - Everything!!!!

9. If you were to do one thing to 4 [Mei Ping] , what would it be? - HAHAHA.....say how GAY G-dragon is...ahahaha

10. Have you seen 1 [Ru Jie] cried ? - Yes.

11. Is 2 [Bridget] crazy or geeky? - Crazy! :D

12. Will you hold 7's [Irene] hand and walk around? - Definitely :D

13. What do you think of 6 [Fazriny]? - awesome. :DD

14. Will you kiss 3 [Joey] when there is only both of you in the park? - ehehehe....:D.

15. Is 8 [Jennifer] sweet? - Yes (:

16. What is 9's [Liann] hobby? - Baking!!:D

17. Will you date 10 [Aiman] to a high class restaurant? - Yes(:

18. Is 5 [Samantha Chong] fitted to be a maid? - haha. nope....she's kinda messy:D

19. When it started raining, who will you seek for an umbrella ? - Rihanna...:D

20. Where would you go with 1 [Ru Jie] on a date ? No :( I'm married ....to Irene!! :D

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Just take my hand, hold it tight

So, just came back from swimming, it was so fun :D Swam from 7 till 10.30..... then i got bored so i looked up YouTube for some funny videos to entertain me :) i watched the video for Video Phone by Beyonce and Lady Gaga. Beyonce was HUGE in the video and Lady Gaga looked normal for once but she still freaks me out. She sounds really good in this song not like her other whacked songs. Haha. sigh, youtube seems to be the only thing amusing me then i started using google. Haha. That's so lame but Google is fun! Then i googled definition of a man; as i expected there were no definition of a man at least not what i thought the definition would be, they just said that man has the ability to do work and shitts. And i also stumbled upon a blog http://www.definitionofaman.blogspot.com/ haha alot of hot guys BUT they're gay! It is written in the blog....still freaks me out though but very funny :P Then i googled the definition of love. Wikipedia sucks. It is pure bullshit and NOT helpful at all. Then i came up with my own definition. OMG it rocks. Haha. Its just nice :) Okay so here goes;-

Love is an ineffable feeling of tenderly caring for another person.Even this limited conception of love, however, encompasses a wealth of different feelings, from the passionate desire and intimacy of romantic love.
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