Is life telling the truth??!!

Is it me or is it just the everyday madness i go through.....??!!
I never thought i would ever go through something so hard and wondering what else is gonna happen. Everything is just so complicating right now, I never thought that the closes person to me would still be like this, I know that i can sometimes be a bit of a bitch sometimes but if you tell me i will do something about it. Unlike you always saying you will change every time but then you do the same thing over and over again. Why don't you learn, do you just want this friendship to last when it doesn't even mean anything. Why do you still keep holding it on when it will soon break away be swept away by all the hatred. I just don't know what to do or what to think. I am happy for you but its not fair to me. Its not fair what you did to me or what you are still doing.You might not notice it but I do. You never changed I just tolerated too long but now i am giving up. You cant blame me.

Now I'm talking about another person;

He is the most fake person ever. I trusted him. He always said i am a good friend, all that is just crap and i never believed it. But all the sweet talk from him just made my day now I'm just confused. why do i have to hear it from other people not from you.BETRAYER. Enough said I'm done with all these I'm giving up.

Now to ppl that are reading this, I never stated a name so you cant blame me for any misunderstanding and if you ask me who is it i will never tell.Anyway i just wanna say a few things to:
Spammers:
I hate you and i know you hate me too so to my beloved spammers;

the person who used the name bridgettan;
I know who you are and trust me i know who u are so i give you Monday and Tuesday to admit to me in school that you were the one that spammed my blog or else i will do more than ruin your life and you will be eating by a straw and I'm not kidding I'm serious so i give you two days and you have to admit to me in school and u were not from my old school so you don't know what i am capable of.

Whee;
eh whee i know who you are already and you always don't take it so seriously so i got nth to do to you anyway thx for stopping.

Coco;
who ever you are you better not continue spamming my blog or else if i find out who you are i will do the same to you as what i am going to do to the person who used the name bridgettan. So i give you two days to admit to me in school. So meanwhile have a nice life!

I'm done here so bye!