2011

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

well, maybe I'm 30 minutes too late. (:


Sooooo, 2011 huh. I guess I'll have to deal with that fact :/ I don't know why I'm not satisfied with 2010. As well as everyone else, I don't really want 2010 to be over cause I don't want 2011 to start :/ Doesn't make sense right? I know. I'm kinda worried. I don't even know what I'm worried about.. Weird, I know.

I'm so not looking forward to morning session that's for sure. Not really a big fan of waking up at 6. Especially when I've been waking up late for the past few years.

I should just stop frowning and try to enjoy. Okay, so are you excited for school? ;D

I started Tumblr, so follow me! haha. I was bored (:

I wanna be in the same class as Irene! D: Hopefully next year we will! (: She's gonna be like extra smart surrounded with all the Angsana nerds ;D HEEEEE!

i'm bored ): Jezzey is so irritating -.-

Sometimes in life we don't always feel like a winner;

err, I started baking like a few days ago. Can't stop ): Anddd, it's like awesome. But I burnt my apple crumble today. nasty.

So if you have a sweet tooth for pies, brownies, cupcakes and even cookies. CALL MEEEE! ;DD

The holidays have been sooooo boring lately. I only went out ONCE with Fazriny to Curve and we watched Rapunzel. It was hilarious. And the guy sitting next to me( I know what you're thinking, cute and hunky eh? WRONG! not even bloody close-he was in his late 40s, disgusting and laughs like Santa Claus) was even more hilarious, according to Fazriny. He was PICKING HIS NOSE. Andd, not in a way where he was trying not to be seen. It was some intense digging man, like he was going through a coal mine. EEEEEE.

Speaking of Santa, Christmas is like next week. Super excited. BUT! I'm so disappointed I haven't gone out yet for Christmas shopping. DDDD:

you disgust me, bitch.

BYE!

When I'm with you everything dissapears;

Justin Bieber's songs are ♥ not him tho.

Well it's been long my fellow ghost readers. I know no one comes to this blog anymore but it fills my time. So here I am.

It's been a really busy week with all the preparation going on. It's all over now. (:

Logan Lerman is the Sex;

Happy Deepavali! ;D

I saw the cutest guy, or shall I say boy ever. EVER. Like so dreamy. He had long hair at the back like a, er , like a mullet. Yeah LIKE A MULLET. That's the word I was looking for. The way he eats is like so adorable. Too bad for the age difference D: He's probably like 6 or 7. O:

Okay so it's official. I'm stupid. Like plain dumb. :/ dang! I hate my results. I dropped like a thousand marks from last term.

My pee is shiny! Idk. One day I just looked at my pee and it was shining! I suspect that it's a....vampire. Yes. I know what you're thinking. How could it be O: Well, my pee is the living proof of it.

Y'know, sometimes I feel like my parents are so embarrassing. Do you ever feel like that? I mean, you know, sometimes they just don't realise that they're so old. And the way they do stuff expired like a billion years ago. I love my parents and all but, sometimes they're kind of embarrassing. Like how my dad always changes places in the restaurant - the guy is kinda big, and for him to stand up and sit some where else and repeat it again and again, well, it's bound to make people look right? - and it's just so annoying.

OHH my mom's the best man. She scolds you in public - like out loud with hand gestures - er, excuse me mom, i know you're angry but do you want to do it in public where people stare and point at you and laugh. I don't.

Ironically enough, maybe our or maybe mine are embarrassed my us/me. Well it could be possible. I'm such a goof all the time. And I break everything I touch. So yeah. I understand their embarrassment.

Nicki Minaj makes nice songs. I mean her voice is kind of funny. It's like a hamster from a cartoon show. heh. You're a chihuahua. ;D

You know how it's Deepavali and all. I mean I'm not racist but must they play Tamil songs all the time? No one speaks Tamil anymore. It's like a dead language. Like Latin. But it's kind of annoying, if you know what I mean, the songs are so noisy. And you don't even understand a single word she/he is singing. I'm just saying. I have nothing against Indians.

I finished reading 'Jinx' and 'Teen Idol' today. I'm totally in love with the characters(hot guys). (: The way the author describes them makes me melt. ((:

Father.Understands.Chinese.Karate.
My brother made that up. He claims he heard my dad say it and is all woo-ed about it.
He's weird when it comes to these stuff.

Byeeeee!(:

Have a little Faith

I'm so lazy to blog D: but haven't blogged for days. So where do I start?

EXAMS ARE OVER! I'm so happy and excited for the holidays! But not Sundays. Gonna start badminton soon. Screw you.

Anywaysss, I didn't really study much tho during the exam period. Normally I would study past 3 in the morning, now I can't even go past 10 without yawning. I watched alot of television and slept at 10, woke up at 10. It was so nice. Oh how I loved those days (:

DAMNIT! I'm so freaked out about the results. I didn't really study much. DAMNIT! Should've studied harder. OH WELL!

sigh. I don't know whats gotten into Mei Ping. D: ARE YOU DEAD YET? Missing school for 3 days during the exams.

So I guess it's time for the results now. I'm so worried. I really really don't wanna get bad grades D: I really wanna do good this term. Actually, everyone wants to do good every term. :/ DAMNIT! There are tons of smart people in my class.

ciao for now ;D

The world is going nowhere.

HEYOOOOOO!

So today was not boring but instead superrr tiring.
Went to ou with Joey from 11 something till 5 ;D
We shopped and I bought 2 dresses and 1 bangle that surprisingly, was quite expensive for so little stuff.
Then we watched ' Charlie St. Cloud'
OMGOSH it is sooooooo nice
Anddddd, Zac Effron is like sooo superrr HOT!
We didn't plan on watching a movie but we had alot of time left, so yeah.
I can't wait to go out again with Joey.
She picked all the nice stuff for me (:
THANK YOUUUU! ((:


After that, we went back to her place and I learned how to play the ukelele.
It's not as simple as it looks.
Actually okay la , it's just that my finger damn retarded. ;D
It was fun.

I'm so glad to be home and clean.
Mostly clean.
My feet is so sore right now.
We walked back and forth in the mall.
OHH and did I mention that Fazrini and Mardiana were there too ;D
How awesome was that?(:

You've turned to dust. And slowly, you will fade away from my life. I'm just waiting for that day now.
I'm pretty satisfied now (:

There's something about you that's so addictive.

I have a pimple on my chin ): It's not really important because you can't see it unless I look up which I would probably not be doing anytime soon.

So I decided to skip school today. And my phone likes to lag. I seriously need a new phone. So it's PMR now and everyone is so worked up about it. Well I mean, I get it, it's clearly a really important test but what I don't get is why people get extra worried for this test. Our finals are also an important test. It's just a test.

Anyways, I'm just sitting here waiting for something to hit me with something to write about.

Sad songs get to me. Like seriously get to me. They're such evil poops. I don't know why I just reflect songs to life. I know it's weird but whatev.

I tried cutting my fingernails with a scissors yesterday. It was my first time! Kinda difficult to cut but it was worth the experience ;DDD hahah.

Darn it! I haven't done my art yet and it's kinda due today D: That's kind of the whole reason I didn't go to school today and also the lazy hormones. ;D I was suppose to do it today but unfortunately I didn't.

I hate hypocrites. In fact, I am a hypocrite myself. I do bitch about people and pretend to be their friend and I hate it. I just hate it so damn much. I'm not that kind of person that do these kind of stuff. I hate being this bitch that I somehow am. I hate being the person that I am today. I just hate it. So much anger and hate I have for people. I'm not this person you think I am.

Why am I so invisible? Am I that easily forgotten? People think they understand what I am going through, it may seem like nothing to other people but trust me it's a heck lot. Don't try to pretend to be my friend, I'm not blind. But lately, I don't know who the hell I am.
I guess this is it for now. sigh :/ God alone knows how long it took me to write this short post ):
BYE(:

Keep It To Yourself

He says he's so in love, I hope he's right


Well, I haven't been blogging for like a week i guess? Yeah, I was really really lazy. School is quite tough. I mean exams are really near and I can't handle the pressure, at least not now.

I actually thought that today was 30/9/10 OO: and I wrote that on the temporary library card. HAHAH. And yesterday I wrote 29/9/10 in my maths book. I'm so outdated ;D HAHA. get it? no? okay ):

Y'know I seriously don't know what to blog about but then it's like I don't want to be like some people that do not update their blog for like a month or two. ;)

So I shall talk about homework! AHHH! I've been finsihing my homework nowadays. Thanks to Audrey. Cause she's always doing her homework so somehow, I don't know how, I also follow her and do my homework. IT FEELS GOOD! ;D

There are a few embarassing things that happened to me last week but somehow I just can't remember what it is. OH WELL. Too bad for you then ;D hehehhehe.

I wish I had a friend that would always understand me. To be my best buddy. Able to talk about anything anytime and knows whats going on in my mind. Some one I could cry to. Someone that is willing to listen to me for once. Someone that would be there for me ALWAYS.

If only it existed :/

I can't remember when was the last time you thought of someone else instead of yourself, or maybe in this matter, me.
BYE!

Watchin' Tv and Drinking Wine

The truth is all that I can hear every time you lie.


Well, I haven't updated my blog for quite sometime now :/ And I made it private. My reason for doing so is because I didn't know what to do with my blog. Idk. I just felt like deleting it y'know. But all the time wasted on blogging would go to waste. So yeah I just didn't know what to do with it.

So nothing much happened recently. Erm, it's the holidays now. Holidays for 2 weeks ;D How awesome is that?! :D Okay so a weeks worth of holidays has gone by. Damn that's fast D:

Last Wednesday, Joey slept over. It was fun? I guess.
We took lots of pictures ;D Yeah so that was it. We talked alot too.

I'm supposed to be studying but I'm just too lazy. I'm TOO into the holiday mood now :/ Exams are like in 5 weeks? sigh. BUT

I studied Sejarah a little. Like chapter 7 and 8 only. ANDDD, I've got tons on homework to finish up. Cik Norliza gave us over 300 hundred questions for homework and we have to find the meaning of the words too OO: WTF!

I notice that I use 'yeah' and 'so' very often. So often that it even bugs me sometimes.

For 'some' people that like to comment on my blog. Well here is some news for you, I'm not gonna put a chat box in my blog. And I'm not gonna change my links and I'll do whatever I want with MY blog. Don't like it? TOO BAD. So yeah. Don't tell me what to do. If you think it's stupid well kindly leave. The X button is on your top right (:

Don't say you're sorry cause I won't listen

Bye!

I need my space.

I need my life back :/

I live in your dreams;

HELLOOOO!

I watched Salt yesterday! OMGOSH, awesomest shit ever mannn ;DD It needs a lot of brains to think. Quite complicating in the beginning but then it all starts to make sense in the end.

So yeah, I went to ou with Liann, HuiJune and Adeline. We ate sushi and we went shopping. I saw some nice stuff at Kitschen but I was too lazy to buy ): haha.

I had so much homework yesterday ): Had to do billions of komsas and art. But art was fun though (: I had so much fun painting with my brother. ;D

sigh, so much for doing my homework tonight ): haha. I'm like totally distracted right now. I'm talking to Kelvin and we're like making stories and stuff ;D SO FUNN!

I wish I still had you. But then again, my life would still be miserable with you in it. So would you kindly fuck off? And stop stealing my friends please. They were mine first -.-

You're one heck of a sick bastard ;)

The clocks ticking;

I loveeeeee Maths!

It's like quite easy. It's only difficult to remember the formula D: sigh. Which I always mess up. But I'm trying ;D

So anyways, I've been sleeping REALLY EARLY nowadays. I have to grow TALL. Like thats going to happen (: WHO KNOWS! maybe I might have a miracle. ;DDD School is boring tho.

Blogger is boring me ):

Sometimes I wonder whether we could ever go back to the way we were. But then again, it still kinda sucked back then. sigh. I wish I could make things better D:

You're so gay and you don't even like boys.

I'm secretly in love with you ):

I cry.

Photocopy machines are COOL! ;D

So anyways, this week has been chaos for me. I got sick twice in the same week LOL I went to Penang for the weekends.

School is so boringgg. Its like a death trap. Actually I don't know why it's like a death trap, just wanted to say that.

I suggest you leave now before things get weird :DD OH WAIT!

I shall tell you about my day in school.

So i went to school today. Then I walked through the canteen gate/door/entrance. Then I sat on the bench in the canteen. It was clean but the table wasn't. So I got bored and started looking around then I really cannot remember what happened. All I know is that Ian Wong was doing something stupid and made me laugh ;D okay then that stupid ugly shit pengawas,Kok wai something, don't know how to spell her name asked us to go to the hall. At first I didn't listen to her but everyone was going so terpaksa la. Then I saw this SUPER CUTE FORM 1. He's soooooo cute. I couldn't stop looking at him. ;DDD Then I couldn't remember what happened in the hall. Went back to class, Lecus couldn't stop talking about my hairband to me ): AND Dharmiisha said the most funniest thing ever! It was kind of a once in a life time thing. Super hilliarous I tell you. I couldn't stop laughing at him. Okay so before that was science I think. Anyway, during science, Lecus asked me to sit next to him at Chin Yew's place. EEEE, I tell you, that Chin Yew is so stubborn. He won't let me sit there at all. My place is like so boring. Cheng Jun keeps on disturbing me -.- he's seriously very annoying. Jun Wei is a million times better than cheng jun. So I couldn't change my place la. ): Yeah then went to class. changed into our PJ clothes. went to see teacher about my KHB project and stuff la. sigh. what a long day. but it was fun! ;D

sorry you have to read all that crappy writing. i'm done now..

byeee!

Just f* off biatch.

I crave for insanity

What if i played you like a toy? Always never giving you the answers you want. Well you're like that. Grow up. And don't try to deny something that you said. You can never take it back. I will never stop asking. Although it wasn't meant for me to hear it but you still said it right? And people don't seem notice that, so they treat you like hell of a great person -.-

sigh ): Shaun ripped my shirt -.- A huge hole now. Have to throw it away unfortunately. But luckily today we have PJPK so I could changed. It isn't something you'd like to look at.

Haven't been to school for a couple of days cause I was sick. I'm alil better now. Went back to school today and got hyper with Aqila. Super funny. We tried climbing trees and stuff.

I'll get over myself when you grow up and face facts betch. I know who you are -.-

shit bastard, burn in hell for all I care

I just have to cry you out;

Ever have that feeling when you hate someone and ALL your friends start getting close with that person? I do, and it really sucks. It's like the world has turned on you ): It's a million times worse than dying. Actually, I don't mind that either :/

I don't particularly like it when people say stuff like "me no likey you" or "me likey you". It irritates me. And if you say it too much, my brain malfunctions and it goes akjhdlgfiwakqdfjklvheiobfwacegf (: So I'll probably just smile and change topic before that happens.

I'm so not prepared for my piano test. I'm freaking out! I'M A DEAD DUCK! ;P gay ass. I wish I was a pro pianist ;DD Well we all wish for many great things in life.

Seek and you shall find,
Ask and you shall receive,
Knock and the door opens.

Church was quite nice today. I actually paid attention (: SEE, I'm nice and humble and cute like a rabbit cause they're small and fluffy and they don't bathe as often as my brother. In fact, they don't bathe at all. I wish I could be like them. I don't really like to shower :/ lazy (: yeah back to church. It's soooo niceee laaa. I tell you, it really helps alot. When you're in need turn to God! Well not only when you're in need laa. You have to give him thanks and everything. God is like you best friend y'know. He may be quiet at times but he's working his magic secretly behind your back trying to help you ;D and He will always be there for anyone, you just have to open up to him (:

So I was reading the bible today and somehow I never knew that there were so many interesting stories in there ;D I'm forever changed ((:

I cannot stop blowing my nose ): and I keep having nose bleed cause I blow my nose too hard :D haha.

I've been emo this past few days cause there is like NO ONE to laugh at. I wore a hairband to school and Dharmiisha and Lecus kept on looking at my forehead ): I have a big one btw. ((: means I'm smart ^^

And Jun Wei may have a sweet and innocent face but there ain't anything sweet and innocent about that dude. He's rude and doesn't care what other people think. So I've been giving him life lessons (: I know you're thinking I'm not exactly the kind of person you should take 'life lessons' from. Well first of all cause mines f*cked up and kinda my fault and other betches too.

According to 'some' people, I have become bitchier -.- yeah thanks alot. and how's your life? oh great? yeah that's cause you stole all of my friends. BETCH! i hate you -.-

I WANT A NEW PHONE!! So many choices((:

your fault, i hate you -.-

Me no likey blogger ):
TEEHEE!

FML FML FML FML

Don't complain,
you have everything ,
YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW SCREWED MY LIFE IS! -.-

sick, twisted, brilliant?

Somebody cry me a river, so I can drown myself in it :/

I like you.
But you are very selfish,
You only think, talk, worry, care about yourself,
You may be nice
but I know you're a real betch inside.

Ian is now seated at the back of the class :/ FML

I have noone now

Irene Rocks socks :P

(:


I will believe in everything I do. Somehow that's suppose to make me feel happier but didn't work. FML :/ School is so bloody idiotic la ): Things will change, i hope.

So today was the first day sitting next to Audrey. I miss my old place so dearly. If only if only... ((: Ian doesn't really talk to Yo Kie tho. Well, we're still in the process (: When I step into class, I automatically look at my old place )': It's so hard to talk to Joey now. And I can barely see Liann or HuiJune. AND Sean's head keeps blocking every time I'm talking to Joey -.-

I'm a happy person, at times. It depends.

In fact, I'm actually a bitch/witch according to someone. He says that there's no difference when it comes to me. yeah of course I got angry. Then I got sad, then angry again.

Hmm, yesterday I went to ou with Joey. Fazrini couldn't go ): She had some family emergency.
I FINALLY WATCHED ECLIPSE!
It wasn't that great. I only liked the part when the vampires and ware wolves were fighting. SO COOL! ;D

So many HOT guys in this world. but non in my BM tuition )':

OMG OMG tuition so super funny maaann :DDD We laughed so much. heeee(: i made friends. Well actually that's cause I was too SHY before Lianne and Audrey came. Now I laugh like crazy ;D Brandon and Callum are such idiots (;

I have to breathe without you but I have to. I'm taking it slowly.


BYEEE(:

you know it's never simple or easy.

Scratch my foot (:

So weird right the title? (: I always tell Ian that the bottom of my foot is itchy and I'm always unable to scratch it :D

sigh, sadly we're changing places on Monday.
Everyone is talking about it in school.
Our teacher is mean.
So yeah, now, I'm really far away from Joey and HuiJune.
We're like all the way across the classroom ):
BUT
look on the bright side (: Ian is still near me ;DDD
He's in front of Audrey and Audrey is next to me ((:
hmm, but I'll miss all the random talks and stupid jokes.

It's been so super fun sitting with Ian, Joey and HuiJune.
sigh, well we're just changing places, it's not like we're changing classes
so I don't see why I'm so sad about it
maybe cause I've been sitting with them for 7 months?
Although Ian and I fight a lot
but it's kinda fun ;)

okay, MOVING ON
So yesterday was my schools headmistress' retirement ceremony or whatever you call it
It was really touching
even though I don't like her
but it's always sad to see someone leave ):
And the performances wasn't all that great either.
I heard that the morning session did WAY better.


So now I'm kind of looking for a new phone
at first I wanted the Xperia x10 cause I like phones like that(:
but then I checked it out and it's not all that great
so any suggestions? (:

I wish I could stop but it's not that easy. I'm working on it tho ):

hmm, byeee(((:

Tell me the story once more;

I feel bad :/ forgive me, please

Hmm, as usual I always forget what I wanted to blog about. So in the end I'm stuck with this :/ So I guess I'll just have to talk about school.

School is okay only la. Could do better. Still hate a lot of people. I always wanna kill myself each day I step into class. ladada. and life just got even better ( i don't really mean that )

I'd give anything to live in peace. School's can just go and die in hell man. Hate it so damn much.

Tell me a reason why I should be nice? Well actually there is no reason. Being nice or not is up to me. And somehow I chose not to. Why? Because I'M NOT NICE! that's why. so PHARNEYY hor? :D I'm actually kinda half dead right now. headache sucks so much. I don't wanna go to school cause I'm too lazy.

My tuition teacher says that I do not express myself enough when I write and I need to be more creative. -.- I'm not creative at all. I suck at being creative, if that was a subject I'd fail on the spot. Oh wait, there is a subject for that. It's called art. Well I failed that too(last year at least)
So the next time I write an essay I'll do it in CRAYON kay? then that'll show my creativeness ;DD

The last time I freaked out
I just kept looking down
I st-st-stuttered when you asked me what I'm thinking about
HUI WEI! I miss you so darn much. I wish you were here so I could tell you everything. I need you so much now :/

Steal my heart away from me, it's no use to me anyways :/
I changed when I fell in love with you, now I wanna change back.