Sunday, January 24, 2010

Boy, you can't get out of my mind

I'm going crazy with homework? I need to take some time off- no more tuition , school, homework :D and I'm not gonna miss it -NEVER!

You open one door another closes :(

I feel so untouched o.O hehe , its a song :)

School(homework & teachers) is giving me more pimples :(((

Now my forehead feels like a road with lots of bumps.

A never ending happy ending. I just thought of it (: very clever right? Well, unfortunately life ain't close to that -sigh . Why? For once i think i know the answer because we all take things for granted and we think so highly of ourselves, pathetic right? You see, we choose our own path, different paths but all paths lead to the same place , heaven maybe but in these different paths we come across different challenges. Maybe somewhere in the middle we might meet each other that's when friends come in and 'trust' some people back stab to strive for something they want and some take friends for granted. It's a sad thing right? Some just get lost somewhere in the middle of nowhere. Maybe that's where I am. I'm so lost right now i don't even which ones right or wrong. BUT i know what's HOT and what's NOT :D Fazriny will like this (:

HOTTIES;

Cody Longo - as sweet as chocolate (:

Alex Pettyfer

Nolan Gerard Funk :D

Jake Mcdorman

Sean Faris

Caleb Lane

er, that's all i can think of . Let me know if you know anymore :D

ohh i almost forgot my #1 guy (: STEVEN STRAIT (:

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

A Lovers Revenge.

only by listening you can have deeper understanding

get it?

so we have to talk more
why do you like to 'act' like you daydream
but seriously, do you think its nice to be ignored like that
when i talk to you at least answer me
don't make me feel like an ass talking to myself
Sometimes i feel like you're not there anymore
So listen to me or else i'll just go to someone else

Sunday, January 17, 2010

My God He's Beautiful

I wish i had a magic wand so i can just wave myself out of Pn. Lee's class :D

School's a drag
Life's a bore
Why do things have to change? Why do friends come and go? Why do we have to grow up? Why Why Why
There's so much homework....I hate homework, i mean who doesn't right? Gosh its so hard being in Form 2.
Sometimes i just wanna be myself and its hard when i don't have anyone around. Sometimes when I'm sad, i don't really like to show it but if i do i just say that I'm thinking. I'm not sure about many things but i just gotta see the brighter side of every situation.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

It's only a matter of time.

Why?
What?
Who?
When?
Where?
How?

Why is does Monday pass so slowly and Friday passes so quickly?

What is wrong with teachers and homework?

Who said that dreams don't come true?

When was the last time i went for confession?

Where is the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?

How can i maintain straight A's for my exams?


Everything is so colourful right?
This post is gonna be colourful like the rainbow

Why do i feel so confused?It's like i want something but i don't want it. Then its like I'm happy but I'm still sad. Why is this happening to me! I just want everything back to its original placing. I don't wanna move anything at all. I wish i could have a fairytale life with a fairytale ending.

Life is every where
It is in you now and forever it shall stay
Life is the wind blowing sideways
Life and I play beneath the midnight sun
Life and I play beneath the morning moon
Life kisses me good night and greets me with a smile
Life is sad and it is lonely
Life is evil and Life is blunt
Life is a true friend and never lies
I am Life You are Life We are Life.

Life is something simple but so complex.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Oh Lord save me!

Hellooooo(: Its been such a looooong week of school. There's no time to blog at all, not that i want to (: My class teacher is....... cannot be described, not because i don't want to use any vulgar words but because she cannot be put to words. You just have to see her for yourself. So we have to like fill in so many forms because normally in the beginning of the year we have to fill the AIA and other shits la. So on every paper there is this thing where it says 'status murid' and I'm like 'wth is status murid' so then i was thinking about this in church this morning and i figured out my status ..... ehhe, its kinda stupid though. Anyway school has turned me into a nerd!!!! cause i finish all of my homework in time :D So 'rajin' right? I won't take the all the credits of being a good student. Everyone in class is like so afraid of our teachers, especially our BM teacher. She is like OMG FREAKY! She's like damn fierce, i bet she sends the thrills down every ones spine.

Its tough being in Form 2 but i like it.
The challenge
The hard work
Its just a week and i feel like i have been put into hell -.-
Well, i can't complain.
This is life and its just the beginning.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

She believed