Bananas love people

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School was awful today. It was just terrible and dreadful. So bloody emotional. BLOODY is the word! I wish i could make things easier and better for me so things don't have to be so confusing. I can barely stay awake to finish my karangan and art. My eyes are struggling!!! I wanna sleep so badly...So tired ):I don't feel like going to school and facing people. I'm confused and emotional; meaning - crazy . I hate being such a PMS bitch. It's just so annoying to me and other people. Why do people have to go through this because of me? I'm done with my karangan now and I'm off to do my art. Boring piece of work and i can't use colour pencil but crayon or water colour :O I hope it doesn't turn out like shit.


I'M DONE!!!! Praise The Lord!
My art is finally done. I've never felt this happy before. Okay maybe i have but I'm satisfied and happy :D

I feel like there's something that I'm missing.

Inside me there's this hate that's boiling up and who knows what I'll do. I'm so sick and tired of people using me and only coming to me whenever they feel like it. What am I? Some kind of toy for you? I am a person and how dare you treat me like that. I may not be the nicest person you've met but at least i know the meaning of friendship.

Tomorrow I'm gonna go to school with a smile on my face. No matter what happens I'm gonna smile like a mad person. I'm not gonna let ANYONE destroy my day tomorrow.
Well, i guess we'll just see what happens tomorrow.

Pink Purple Blue Red Green Yellow Orange

Wheeee!!!!

I'm so happy. Just came back from shopping with Jennifer and Joey! Had an awesome time. We tried on dresses and we camwhore :D I kinda like this one dress I tried on. Kinda regret not buying it now ): but its okay...I'm planning on going sopping again and this time so gonna buy :D I also bought a present for Mei Ping! Joey and I both wore Jennifer's shoe's and they were so uncomfortable. I've got two blisters now, and its a bubble with water in it...ew! Disgusting right. Yeah so anyway I'm gonna like pretend I didn't see the table or something and knock my foot on to it. Hopefully it'll pop (: So anyway I bought nail polish. Spent three hours shopping but only bought NAIL POLISH! but it is like so worth it. Dark blue! My fav. :D

I WANNA GO SHOPPING WITH JENNIFER AND JOEY AGAIN!!!

My legs are aching so badly right now. I feel happy and satisfied and happy!

One more thing before i end the post,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEI PING :D

This ain't a dream but even better(:

I hate emoticons. They're freaking fugly! I hate Pn. Lee. She's freaking fugly too.

School wasn't fun at all today. It was pure bull crap and disappointment ): BUT the day wasn't ruined that easily :D I painted my nails. Then i was happy. For a while only ): Then my dad scolded me , wasn't happy at all. Then my mom made me feel much better. Then i scolded my brother , wasn't happy. And now I'm confused.

Anyway, I'm really excited for tomorrow. Alot of things to do tomorrow. CAN'T WAIT ANY LONGER! Tomorrow I'm gonna go shopping with Jennifer and Joey! Yay! Isn't that fab or what? haha.... Crazy or not , I'm planning to do my homework tomorrow after shopping ):

I've got nothing else to write about so Bye ! till when ever i feel like blogging again. (:

A dream like never before - you

I love it when i look at you
I love it when you look at me
I love it when you smile
I love it when you laugh
I love it when you talk to me
I love it when i see your name
I love it that you are always there when i look in your direction
I love you for you




p.s I CUT MY HAIR SHORT! :DD Its super cute and awesome!
p.p.s today is ian's birthday and i gave him a ninja doll.....hes kinda crazy when it comes to ninja's -.- :D

Boy, you can't get out of my mind

I'm going crazy with homework? I need to take some time off- no more tuition , school, homework :D and I'm not gonna miss it -NEVER!

You open one door another closes :(

I feel so untouched o.O hehe , its a song :)

School(homework & teachers) is giving me more pimples :(((

Now my forehead feels like a road with lots of bumps.

A never ending happy ending. I just thought of it (: very clever right? Well, unfortunately life ain't close to that -sigh . Why? For once i think i know the answer because we all take things for granted and we think so highly of ourselves, pathetic right? You see, we choose our own path, different paths but all paths lead to the same place , heaven maybe but in these different paths we come across different challenges. Maybe somewhere in the middle we might meet each other that's when friends come in and 'trust' some people back stab to strive for something they want and some take friends for granted. It's a sad thing right? Some just get lost somewhere in the middle of nowhere. Maybe that's where I am. I'm so lost right now i don't even which ones right or wrong. BUT i know what's HOT and what's NOT :D Fazriny will like this (:

HOTTIES;

Cody Longo - as sweet as chocolate (:

Alex Pettyfer

Nolan Gerard Funk :D

Jake Mcdorman

Sean Faris

Caleb Lane

er, that's all i can think of . Let me know if you know anymore :D

ohh i almost forgot my #1 guy (: STEVEN STRAIT (:

A Lovers Revenge.

only by listening you can have deeper understanding

get it?

so we have to talk more
why do you like to 'act' like you daydream
but seriously, do you think its nice to be ignored like that
when i talk to you at least answer me
don't make me feel like an ass talking to myself
Sometimes i feel like you're not there anymore
So listen to me or else i'll just go to someone else

My God He's Beautiful

I wish i had a magic wand so i can just wave myself out of Pn. Lee's class :D

School's a drag

Life's a bore

Why do things have to change? Why do friends come and go? Why do we have to grow up? Why Why Why

There's so much homework....I hate homework, i mean who doesn't right? Gosh its so hard being in Form 2.

Sometimes i just wanna be myself and its hard when i don't have anyone around. Sometimes when I'm sad, i don't really like to show it but if i do i just say that I'm thinking. I'm not sure about many things but i just gotta see the brighter side of every situation.

It's only a matter of time.

Why?
What?
Who?
When?
Where?
How?

Why is does Monday pass so slowly and Friday passes so quickly?

What is wrong with teachers and homework?

Who said that dreams don't come true?

When was the last time i went for confession?

Where is the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?

How can i maintain straight A's for my exams?


Everything is so colourful right?
This post is gonna be colourful like the rainbow

Why do i feel so confused?It's like i want something but i don't want it. Then its like I'm happy but I'm still sad. Why is this happening to me! I just want everything back to its original placing. I don't wanna move anything at all. I wish i could have a fairytale life with a fairytale ending.

Life is every where
It is in you now and forever it shall stay
Life is the wind blowing sideways
Life and I play beneath the midnight sun
Life and I play beneath the morning moon
Life kisses me good night and greets me with a smile
Life is sad and it is lonely
Life is evil and Life is blunt
Life is a true friend and never lies
I am Life You are Life We are Life.

Life is something simple but so complex.

Oh Lord save me!

Hellooooo(: Its been such a looooong week of school. There's no time to blog at all, not that i want to (: My class teacher is....... cannot be described, not because i don't want to use any vulgar words but because she cannot be put to words. You just have to see her for yourself. So we have to like fill in so many forms because normally in the beginning of the year we have to fill the AIA and other shits la. So on every paper there is this thing where it says 'status murid' and I'm like 'wth is status murid' so then i was thinking about this in church this morning and i figured out my status ..... ehhe, its kinda stupid though. Anyway school has turned me into a nerd!!!! cause i finish all of my homework in time :D So 'rajin' right? I won't take the all the credits of being a good student. Everyone in class is like so afraid of our teachers, especially our BM teacher. She is like OMG FREAKY! She's like damn fierce, i bet she sends the thrills down every ones spine.

Its tough being in Form 2 but i like it.
The challenge
The hard work
Its just a week and i feel like i have been put into hell -.-
Well, i can't complain.
This is life and its just the beginning.

She believed