You're just another priceless work of art;

Since i was 5........I had no dream , i have no dream...lol not really. Damn i can't remember anything when i was 5...Gosh, I'm so forgetful i can even remember my own childhood memories....(10 minutes later)Oh oh, now i can remember. I use to LOVEEEEE barbie dolls ....ahahahah yes i think so. i had like a box full of them....I can remember how many barbie dolls i had, i had 9 of them. Just imagine the number of Barbie clothes i had O.O BUT unfortunately i made a choice to give them away when i was 11 :( Well i didn't make a choice, my mom was like " I think it's time you give away your Barbie Dolls, you're a big girl and big girls don't PLAY WITH BARBIE DOLLS ANYMORE" i was disappointed for a while because then i knew i had nothing to dress up then if i give it to my cousin, i would still be able to play with it when i go to her house BUT somehow after i gave it to my cousin, i was so over my Barbie Dolls already.

Okay enough of my Barbie Doll sad stories
I'm gonna miss my cousin's Jonah and Noah so much
I'm gonna miss you lil monkey's and your parents
Hope they have a safe trip to New York
and i hope they come back next year with an American accent
that will be cute.... a 3 yr old and a 4 yr old with an American accent

Somehow i have a craving
craving for anything Pink!
ohh strawberries!!!!
ahahaha...( I'm laughing to myself )

Happy Happy
cause I'm done blogging :D
Ciao!

je t'aime

Yesterday i went back to SKTM

met a lot of my old friends

and most of them are taller than me

that's a bummer

BUT

after HKK , Joey , Bridget and Chanel went back to my house to swim

Bridget was kinda afraid of swimming

so she just curled up in one corner

after swimming we had Pizza

later then we watched "My Sister's Keeper"

it was very sad but i couldn't shed a single tear drop

then we watched "Wild Child" cause Chanel never got a chance to watch that show

we (joey) then started playing the piano

then Bridget ended up teaching them how to play a Chinese song on the piano

and i learned how to play "Hey There Delilah"

well just the beginning of the song (:

the rest was kinda boring

we went up to my room and

cam whore and listen to some music

then that's about it for yesterday(:

Well that's it now, I'm out!

BYE!!!

I Lie Awake At Night Thinking of You;

Exactly this time i fell asleep and 3 hours and 12 minutes later, i lie awake thinking of you. This has happened many times and i ask myself why do i wake up thinking of you. This question always comes to my head and i can never find the answer; Why can't i move on....Gah! I'm crazy in love. What is wrong with myself, i blame myself for falling for you....Now I'm stuck and i can't get out. You're my only way out. I'm as helpless as a kitten up a tree. You're my saviour. My hero. I can't get down and I'm afraid i never will. I'm so speechless when i think of you. I get lost when i look into your eyes. I get drawn to the sound of your laughter. I get weak when i see your smile. I blush when you walk towards me. Your good looks wasn't what that made me fall for you, it was your charm that you have. What kind of charm? I don't know but it sure worked :) Everytime i think of you i can never stop. This feeling feels so unreal but i know its freaking real because you're the one thats got me thinking, thinking about everything. I just can't get enough of you. I sound like a stalker but no, I'm just a girl in love.....

well thats about it,

BYE!

Boy meets Girl

D ear You,
You are always in my thoughts. When I woke up this morning, I imagined you waking up too. I pictured the way you look and smell after a long night sleep... your sleepy expression, and the warmth of your skin. I lost myself in this daydream and I felt your skin touching my skin, your lips gently caressing mine, and your body’s weight on top of mine(i think she is imagining him ****** her). It was a heavenly daydream.

It seems that she is totally obsessed with this guy.....Now this is my version of expressing how much i love him :)

D ear You

As each moment in my day passes here, I wonder where you are in your day. As I head out for the places I need to go, I wonder where you are going today; the people you will see, and the things you will do. As I travel my usual routes, I wonder what you are seeing as you look out your window at the familiar sites you pass by every day. As the day winds down I want so much to ask you “How was your day?” and I want so much to tell you all about mine. I miss you so much, so when you are lonely remember that although we cannot see each other, we see the same sky, stars, and moon. Although we cannot touch, we share the same air. Although we cannot share the same space we are very close together and you are never further away than my heart.

A year has gone by and the feeling that i have is still same for you and I'm afraid this will never change. The more i want it to stop the bigger this feeling gets. I want to move on but i can't.....Don't ask me why, i don't think i will ever know the answer. The first time i saw you, i was speechless now i see you I'm still speechless. Every time i think about you i forget who am i and i seems like you are my everything and that sounds like total bullshit but you are still the number one person that i think about and that will not change.

P.s I don't know what to think anymore, i can't stop loving you

A Night In The Clouds;

I'm afraid of heights...XD so i'll pass this

I made a promise, and now im breaking that promise;

Breathe underwater

Trapped under water,
Reaching to the surface for air,
Being pushed away from the surface,
In a flash, i was out of oxygen,
It was chaos,
Didn't know what to do,
Panic rushed through my thoughts,
Was i ever gonna make it,
Finally i got out of the water,
Gasping for air,
My head was pounding because of the lack of oxygen,
All i could think was to get rid of the massive headache,
Next thing i knew, i was out of the water and crying,

Now i know that i need you more than ever
Without you its like everything is meaningless
Baby I'm strong but i can't hold my breath forever
I'm chaos without you my dear
Then the next thing i knew
You're out there and I'm still stuck in here
I'll keep wishing one day, just one day
Maybe we'll meet again out of this box
Out in the real world

I still love you, do you not know that?

xoxo

Take my heart and set it free;

If this isn't love then what is
I might be crazy but all i know is that I'm crazy in love with you
When i look into your eyes,
You set me free,
You're my angel that God sent down for me.


Let me guess you're thinking AWWW, so sweet!
I was bored and felt like writing lovey-dovey stuff
Lol I'm so random, don't you just love me ;D
Okay I'm out
Ciao sexxy LOL!

It ended even before it began;

okay a quick update and then i'll be gone!
one more day till exams....I'm so scared and yet I'm still updating my blog
stupid right?
okay
ciao!

Study mania

Hi there, yes you! A very long time since I've blogged(not that anyone cares) but some people still bug me to update. So here it goes;

Exams are in 5 days and the only subject i studied would be Sejarah, I'm guessing last minute revision would be the only choice for me. Well as you know i do almost everything at the eleventh hour.

Did i ever tell you that i enjoy reading ALOT? Well if i have to tell you, honestly, its a BIG LIE! I like it but I'm very picky with the books i read-yes i know I'm weird (deal with it)that was so random.

AHHHHH! exams are so near and I'm not even prepared. I'm in big shit. I have been so busy today, busy painting my nails. So pathetic-.-Wanna see a fish with hands? I'm gonna show you anyway.

Isn't it just the cutest little thing you've ever seen!

And its pink!

Okay thats all for now.

Ciao!